“life will be better in spring”

sad....gt back my papers today
first is science...improved luhh so overall still quite happy
den is maths...oso satisfied at least get A1...
den IH....i took e paper n felt like crushing it
i did not improve...worse den last yr
wha lao...at first dun wanna cry...den suddenly tot of alst yr's results
burst into tears...seriously i v.sad
i studied like so hard...memorise this n tat in e end gimme this kind of marks
i reali v.devastated...e world has come to n end for me...
heng ah...my chinese made me happy lols
first time got such grade for chinese lols
nt reali sad now,but nt hapi
tmr getting back lit,eng and home econs
these subjects i die...
home econs i passed onli like borderline???
die die die...he die, eng die,lit die
my position all gone....
YYYYYYYY?????
can kill myself alr...
if i'm nt in top 10...my life ends here.